The night

I was at the commons, chillin'. No idea what to do tonight, like seriously dude. I had a call from someone, it was rather unexpected however. Because I thought she was always so busy. But, it's cool, we talked for a bit, quite long actually, almost an hour and a half. She told me some stuffs on the faith, why and why not, comparison-wise, and a couple more stuffs. I think it stroked me good, to the point where i stumbled and think, oh yeah, she does has a point, why not I think over these things? I was pretty lost tonight. Hence, i could use some good talk. To share and to accept, as a sort of reminder if you would like to place it that way. A rather good reminder that was. You know, as humans you just tend to forget, and you need such reminder. It made me think for quite a while, probably 2 hours I was chilling in front of North, alone. I tried to make a choice, but it was a hard one, is it going to be homies, or is it going to be getting back to the people who doesn't appreciate me. To the people that care to listen when I'm down, or the people who are always so selfish.Is it them being selfish, or am I? Or just that i thought too much? But one thing for sure, I really really love my homies, despite what's the outcome going to be.

Until another call came in, oh boy, I'm glad this person called. In such a way, it actually made me feel better in a weird way. I was hanging out with the homies a lot tonight, things just get better since Max and Uyen got together, Keith and Andrea, Wynne and Mel and Flores-san, made it with Mr. H. It's funny to see her blushing tonight. Haha. I felt so relieved seeing them happy with each other. LOL. I mean, yeah, why not be happy for your homies right? Which is why i left them tonight, to give them a bit more space. You know... Love is in the air. Ahaha I don't think I need any more reason to be in commons again later on. So to say. Ahaha

Anyways, I've deleted some people YM tonight, because I decided to keep my mission back on track, not in any way that it might help, but I think it should cover the loss. Or at least I should work for it. And stop me from burdening other people. To really understand what's going on here, and to understand to appreciate people more. I reminds me of a saying "What goes around comes around". Well, I guess that is right, without a single doubt. If you would like to be appreciated, appreciate other people. If you want to make a change, change yourself first. Hurm, such a harsh night, it was cold, but it was good, i think. It was full of thinking, and pondering over these little things